Dancer`s life

''Dancer`s life is full of paradise, but you wont realized when the time you are too old..''

A quite gloomy quote from my coursemate, he is 36 years old, with the background in classical Indian Dance - Barathanatyam.When the first time i saw him in the audition of UM July 2008, i was shock with his steps and eyes, and even now, it is so sparkling , but of course it is a need to be sparkling in the Barathanatyam..

Today Hamid chan ( Lecturer/ tutor of malay folk dance) spoke with us after Zapin 9 pantun when we were full of sweat , what we want to be? what is going to be your thesis ? I have no answer for it, i admit i am kinda passive in thinking all about that, I JUST DONT KNOW! T.T

After Marion D' cruz (omg i miss her badly)and Prof Anis, who is going to lead the performing arts in malaysia ? they asked. yea.. who is going to lead??? why they trainned so many dancer, researcher, and come out with the result no one can take over in case they are gone..

Now luckily we still have Teacher Poh gee to handle the Labanotation and etc, but once he told me he was tired.. after prima come back, he wont be at UM anymore..

then, UM left who...

the moral of the story is.. we have to do something other then dance, explore something that Malaysia dont have.. such a long way to go..


NOw i am able to do the grand jete, sissone, pirouette kind of moment and etc.. but when i am 40 years old? what can i do ? Teacher Poh gee hold a list, that Malaysia dancer which dance in oversea, now is running out business, or doing anything but not dance, why? because they dont have the education, people just simply look down them..

yea, i know Somebody is just laughing me at behind, stupid people only go to dance.. but do they realise , we point until bleeding, run until faint, jump until fall down, practise until mid of the night, doing research that nobody had done before.. we have to pay 100% or more then 200 % effort in order to get ourself well-trained.. what for doing all these?? because 'angin'

well, just realized i left only 3 semester.. miss the lecturer that put so many many many effort on us..

anyway, why my eyes is getting smaller and smaller nowadays T.T

给父母


千言万语说不尽

谢谢你们。。。。

亲爱的你有多高
久违了

这段时间都有一点一点忙忙的
今天终于心血来潮

其实刚开始有点懊恼自己为何总选择一些，比较难走的路
但是，走到现在，不敢说掌握了
但却是更加丰富我的生命了

去看了 mens in tutus




是的没错，他们就是mens in tutus!

迷路迷很久才买到的票，而且是最便宜的 XD



整个演出里，看得我有点感动
尤其是看到Odile 和 Odette 的演出
虽然不是经典的剧场
但是他们on point起来，一点也不比女生还差

感谢你们，把这么美好的表演带给我。。

真的好想跟他们走这么一段艰苦的道路

**有点想念芭蕾，穿point shoes的感觉 ***